Monday, September 29, 2025

The Sun

I was going to miss it as usual as my little one is now grown up to be responsible and independent to go to school on her own.  In the process of giving her what she needs I have forgotten to focus on what I need - the real sunshine... yes the sunshine

The disadvantage of being a techie working from home is I speak to people in far of lands and talk innovations, politics and mental health but the most simple and essential daily ingredient... sunlight is completely ignored.

like you my mornings are super busy so the walk is pushed for after lunch and then something unplanned comes up so it gets pushed to evening after work then its winddown time so gets pushed further down to after dinner walk finally step out but my dear Sun is already set :(  Sadly I missed him all of last week.  He was waiting all day for me shining through my window encouraging me to step out to have my vitamin D but the strings were pulling me every where but outside my room... completely missed him.

Everyday I went to bed not sure he will turn up the next day as I was not trustworthy.  Today when I saw him turn up... I wanted to prove that I needed him more than anything.  I stepped out without a second thought.  That made the difference.  A big smile and a confident me not to miss the sun again....  Now I am winding up the day positive he will now show up the next day.